Fear or inspiration
So over past few years I have had a few health problems. My eye sight has gotten bad, I get unexplainable muscle weakness tremors and so much more. The doctors and so far I have seen 3 neurologists an ophthalmologist and 3 general practitioners are battling to diagnose me. Fortunately they have ruled a lot of things out, but sadly I have been told I may never be allowed to drive(and I just learnt how oh the irony) and this scares me, I live in a state/province where public transport is atrocious, busses have stopped, trains and native taxis are dangerous and cabs are incredibly expensive.
There is so much I want to do but this situation seems to be limiting me and it scares me, I’m not afraid to admit it, I wonder how my life will flourish with my health and transport issues.
But as scared as I am, I’m still hopeful, hopeful that il get fixed or helped. Hopeful that I will find a way to live life to its fullest.
This situation isn’t just frightening its inspiring I have more reason, more need to push harder plan harder and find new ways to live as I want to live.
Does is make sense?

